The success I experienced in my first career as a design Luccia's Final Curtain
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48 x 24 inches engineer and then later as a business man, can be attributed more to the creative process than to my skills in math and business acumen. When combining this process with setting proper goals, I found you could usually achieve what you wanted. Or, as the old saying goes, "If you can conceive and believe you will achieve." The key is in defining exactly what you wish to accomplish, put this on paper and then focus on it until you become what you have defined. I attended the International Center for Studies in Creativity held in the summer at Buffalo State College and picked up a few more tools. The problem of using this application to create art is that I have no genre. Almost every painting is an experiment. But it's what I enjoy.

When I was in college, I was selected to participate in a student retreat on the topic of creativity. We spent the weekend near Monterey, CA, with a professor of music. Although I have a very good memory, I can't think of a single thing that we learned. Later in life, when I was a college professor, a colleague of mine who taught art tried to convince me that I should sign up for his class in water colors. His idea was that when you learned technique, you would also acquire the ability of creativity. More years passed, and I discovered that I was pretty good at creative writing. I have no idea about how that happened. I spent many years writing college textbooks in sociology, one of the least creative chores that one can do. Now, I'm sorry that I did not accept the invitation from my colleague in the art department. My conclusion is this: One may be born with the potential to be creative, but that gift only surfaces through rigorous practice. This, of course, flies in the face of the old nature vs. nurture debate. I'm convinced that the adage should be changed to "nature plus nurture."

"Creativity can be learned like basketball, which Sea Witch
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65 x 87 cm does not mean we will all be NBA stars." (Edward De Bono) Our educational system does its best to kill creativity as do many parents. My parents kept asking why I did not follow the ideas which came with the Tinker Toys or Erector Set. Further, creativity is a form of rebellion, willing or not, but it sure sets the holder outside the normal world. Therefore creativity is threatening and disruptive of the norms which seek to make good employees or conformers.

Today's article is particularly relevant to Daydreamer
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24 x 36 inches me as I have been battling the cognitive deficits that come with a 20 year battle with Babesia/Lyme/Erlichiosis all of which have a great impact on my brain. I have had to change my medium and style four times. I have work that I call before Lyme, very detailed drawings which I love to do and no longer can due to the fact that I can no longer process visual information. I now paint "intuitively" just allowing the painting to take me where it may, since I cannot process and think as I paint. I will start a painting with just an idea and off I go unable to think, however, I still can FEEL the process and CREATE from emotion and soul. My work has gone through many changes depending on cognitive functioning at the time... some friends say for the better. I do, however, miss the detail but I love the mood I now concentrate on. I'm still on my journey and excited to go where it leads.

I have personally experienced "re-educating" my brain. In the past I became addicted to a prescription drug. I was taken off it cold turkey and suffered a psychotic breakdown. As a consequence I lost nouns. I would speak and then be unable to name the thing I saw in my mind. I decided to give my body a chance to find a new area of speech. I was treated by hypnosis. That wasn't all. I read up on vitamins and herbs and attended a conference for psychiatrists. (A psychiatrist who was interested in my case gave me a pass to go.) I learned of the effects of some chemicals in herbs and vitamins. I won't say which. I took a chance and treated myself. I also went to a gym everyday although my hands were so shaky I would spill tea when I drank. I ran and ran and ran. I was determined to get blood and oxygen to my brain. There came a breakthrough. My thing words (nouns) came back. But now when I am stressed I find that they slip away again sometimes. I was a good artist before the break. While I was healing I drew and drew but my proportions were distorted. Gradually that also corrected itself as eye and hand coordination re-established. I am again a good artist but not as accurate as before.

Orthomolecular therapy can help tremendously. We have a superb group of good guys in Canada called Orthomolecular Medicine with the wisdom of Dr. Avram Hoffer. He was one of Linus Pauling's co-workers. I am using this method also in my private practice and must say, it is a pity that it is only when a sickness enters a life that people begin to act. Preventive medicine is a new word here.

I prefer to let the brain take care of itself. If you start to think about what's going on between the corpus collosum and the two halves, right and left cortexes and all the little corners, you get confused and mixed up in your creativity. Creativity just is and a creative person doesn't need to understand it—just work it with all your might and the good things flow when you ask them, you are right about that. Does a bird have to think how to fly or a worm to crawl? And another thing, all this happens when you pick up your tools day after day and go for it. Talking and writing it down never got anyone anywhere. This is why art schools—except those that make people work—are such a waste of human energy.

I am dyslexic. For many years my creative brain A Sip of Water
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11 x 14 inches was busy though often frustrated while my logical brain was trying to find order in a disorderly universe and at the same time, prove to myself that my "problem" wasn't stupidity. The diagnosis confirmed that "techniques" I had created for my creative survival were valid rather than tricks to deceive. Today, the right side of my brain is happy whenever the left side provides a structure for it to function in. My method lies in the Notan which you discussed in March, 2004. Keeping a focus on the Notan of the painting allows my right brain to discover and respond creatively to whatever source I'm using for making my painting. I've illustrated how I do this . It's always been a mystery to me the endlessness of the creative brain, almost like a perpetual spring. And I love your term "trigger" because that's all it takes to get the creative juices moving. Beyond that, individual uniqueness makes evident an array of approaches, each approach finding its own validity within the universal language of painting.

PPA is a most intriguing subject. How many Creative Processing
original painting of your readers and contributors are going to start looking for signs of what is called Pick's disease in some circles and has a number of other names: "Primary progressive aphasia; Aphasia - primary progressive; Semantic dementia; Dementia - semantic; Frontotemporal dementia; Arnold Pick's disease"? It has always intrigued me that scientists insist that every brain has the same pattern of functions, even though not everyone is e.g. right-handed. What if the talented artist has different brain patterns from the word go? We need never know what is going on in our brains, unless some striking change in "activity" is classed as a medical condition. Autistic children are born autistic and presumably also born savants, though at birth they have never seen a piano or held a pencil. Brains presumably do not all function in the same way, so what's to stop a congenitally different brain-layout and functioning contributing to someone being an artist of some kind? I instantly went around the Web looking for more information on this. In this article by Benedict Carey two artists who suffered from Pick's disease are compared. The message seems to be: As long as the effects are not debilitating, it's not such a bad idea. Unfortunately, we cannot choose which disorder we contract. Is Pick's disease wasted on non-artists, then? I find it really uncanny that Anne Adams hit on Ravel, who died of the same disease. Birds of a feather.

Anne Adams was actually diagnosed with
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gouache painting by Anne Adams Frontal Temporal Dementia (FTD). This disease often begins with PPA but eventually progresses to every part of brain activity. I am the wife of one of Canada's top lawyers, who was diagnosed with FTD in 2004. He was 56 years old. He immediately stopped his practice. We left Vancouver and moved to California to be near our children and now 4 grandchildren. In four years the disease has progressed to the point where our little 3 and 4 year old grandchildren help to look after him. He can't read, write, speak, etc. He uses a walker or wheelchair and needs 24 hour care. His personality still shines through - he is kind, patient, caring. His brilliant mind is silent, but his eyes show he is still enjoying life around him and especially his family.

The interesting thing is how this disease has affected my creativity. With our children grown, I was at the point where my art was flourishing. When we moved to Southern California I had a show in a gallery in Laguna Beach. That was almost 2 years ago and I have not been able to paint since. I miss my husband, even though he is here, and that loss has created the worst block. Not only have I lost my best friend, but I have lost the one thing that I enjoyed most besides my life with my husband and that was creating art - oils, pastels, graphite. I am working through some things to try and open that door again, but how do you move past a tragedy, a loss, a heart ache, to get to the peace one feels when they are painting? I do not wander around depressed. I appear content and strong to those around me, but the absence of art weighs heavily on me.

FLD is a tragic disease and it is very hard to see someone who was full of life, athletic, and brilliant to turn into a toddler-like existence. Dr. Bruce Miller at UCSF is also my husband's doctor. He is part of their study on this particular disease. They are a wonderful team and very supportive.